INSPIRED BY MY ADVENTURE TO KULIM.

Space printed on my ceiling,
A tar paved journey stretched out before me.
Awaiting an adventure beyond imagination.
Lets hope i don't suffer from extreme humiliation. =p

Then i put hands up
because they are playing my song.
Its a party on the highway.

Reached the first toll.
On the way to unknown territory far from my reality.
This ought to be FUN. =D

Ass to ass.
The cars are lined up against each other.
By the time we arrive, the dusk would have dawned.
Oh sweet mother.
Bless our journey.

As rain stream down the barely tinted glass, i stare out in fear, wondering and hoping. Can i really put it behind me. Am i strong enough to resist temptation.
why do i toy with you. Am i honestly as heartless as perceived by my sister.

I am scared to miss you.
Fear of what that might stir up inside me.
Feelings that i can't control.
So i block you out of my mind. In hopes that i'll be able to go on without having you in my mind every second of every day.

You are upset because i tried to forget you. But you have no idea how much it hurts to have you in mind all the time not knowing what would come out of it.

Stuck in a technicolour reality, I used to be lovedrunk now i'm hungover.

I fear to love you.
because then i'd be giving you a way to break me.

You only will truly know whether someone is worth loving when they do something extraordinary to show you how much they care.

So how long must i wait for you?

I have no tolerance for time.

By the time you grow balls, it may be too late.

While we are what we are, i think i'd rather make the best of it rather than fuss over you.

I'm not putting my love life on halt because of you. But you are part of the reason. The other part is that i want to give myself a chance to change.

Struggling through the rain.
Our journey is burdened by harsh weather.

I dreamt of babies. Not mine. Yours. And it had your eyes. I was sad. I don't know why or rather am afraid to admit the reason.

Lush greenery surround me.
A week of immense decentcy. Lets see how that works out. Will i come back with a pout?

I'm afraid to meet you.
Heard so much about you.
What if we don't get along because we are too similar.
Hope for the best i suppose. =D

I fear i may dissapoint YOU again.


Will keep posting updates as to what happens here. LOVE!

-ANYA-