* SIGH OF RELIEF*

Wow.... after 2 years.....
We meet....
Though brief but it was well worth the wait...
it felt as though i had met an old friend....
it felt good....

to stef....
thanks for introducing me to JON....
he is such a sweetheart....
and would've never known him if it wasn't for you...=)

to jon....
thanks for being everything i never expected you to be....

CNY sucked by the way....
i only got like 3 ang pows....
pfftt....

yesterday was awesome though because i went out with my most super bestest bestie in the whole wide world!! KImmieKINssss!!!

We watched underworld.....
I love Sonja...
it was not the best show on earth...
it was very gory....

another interesting thing that happened today...
U hong called me for no apparent reason.....
asked how i was and all...
seemed genuinely interested to know how i was....
and then he asked me to join his gambling party....
as if i had cash to go anyways....
=p

hehe!!



Sam called me yesterday....
talk abt a reappearing skeleton in my closet....
he actually wanted to make up for being a jerk off to me....
i didn't want to seem impolite so i said i'd call....
fortunately i deleted his number ages ago....

=)



Moving on.......

I AM NOT AFRAID OF LOVE ><

Who the heck am i trying to kid.....
I am....
The very thought of it gives me the shivers...
I never ever let anyone get close enough to me because i know i'll destroy whatever chance we have together...
I'm man-phobic....
Its okay if they just want to be friends and all... but when they start bonding and wanting more...
I FREAK>....
I JUST HIT THE DUCK ANd RUN>>
without warning and without fail...

I just don't want to deal with it...

I don't know if i'm afraid i'd get hurt or if i might hurt someone...

Or maybe i just don't wanna settle....

Am i doomed to be a lonely spinster....?

I wonder.....

19/8/2008


Mind Games.
Psychological warfare.
Man.... You want to play it like that?
Game On Loser...
You thought you were so SMaRT, leeching your way in to our lives....
Taking advantage of our vulnerabilities...
You thought you could take us all for a ride...
Manipulate us one by one....
Blind sighting us...

I'll let you know what your BIGGEST mistake was...
Undermining ME!

You don't know me and i thank God that i was smart enough to not TruST u...

You thought you could fool my mother...
You entertained my sister..
You took my side but you were a fool to think you could have your way with me.

I am smarter than that and that is what cheesed you off.
You were weaving a dangerous web of lies but you didn't count on me to see right through your bullshit....

It takes one LIAR to know another
I've been there man and I saw right through your phony smiles!!

SHAME ON YOU FOR PREYING ON US

SHAME ON YOU FOR TAKING ADVANTAGE OF OUR KINDNESS

JOKES ON YOU NOW....


I know how to deal with low lifes like u


SO CHECKMATE DUDE!


GAME OVER