Its hard to explain all the mixed feelings i have right about now.
- Frustration
- Independence
- Annoyance
- Tired
- Selfish
- Remorse
- Anxiety
I thought we hit it off?
Suppose i was wrong..
I'll be ok without you...
I've lived without you so far...
Why do we always have to fight?
Why do you always have to want to win....
I'm done...
done pretending like i'm superwoman...
all you do is take advantage of me...
at least try to understand me...
STOP demeaning me....
I should'nt have let you in so easily....
I shouldn't have done a lot of things...
but i don't regret making those mistakes...
because now i know who you are....
I'm not ready...
What if i dont make the cut?
What if i'm not good enough?
Am i fat?
Damn it....
I've been avoiding people for over the past week now...
I'm too messed up for any meaningful conversation....
I'm too tired to care about everyone else...
I just need to be on my own for awhile...
I was much happier that way..
That way is how i'd like to stay....
Thank you KIMMIEKINS...
You are the one that has been there for me all along....
Without you....
I don't even want to think of what i'd be like without you...
You take care of me....
No complains....
No questions asked...
No catch...
I love you woman...
For everything that you mean to me..
and for how much you understand me....
Thank you Neda...
You are the newest of all my besties...
But you mean a lot to me...
You check up on me and i know that you do genuinely care about me...
And for all those reasons and more...
I love you too....
Thanks also to Joanne and Jon....
And every one else....
I am so grateful to be so loved and feel so blessed to have such AWESOME people in my life...
*hugggieessss*
