I AM NOT AFRAID OF LOVE ><
Who the heck am i trying to kid.....
I am....
The very thought of it gives me the shivers...
I never ever let anyone get close enough to me because i know i'll destroy whatever chance we have together...
I'm man-phobic....
Its okay if they just want to be friends and all... but when they start bonding and wanting more...
I FREAK>....
I JUST HIT THE DUCK ANd RUN>>
without warning and without fail...
I just don't want to deal with it...
I don't know if i'm afraid i'd get hurt or if i might hurt someone...
Or maybe i just don't wanna settle....
Am i doomed to be a lonely spinster....?
I wonder.....