One problem.
My problem.
It triggered so many back lashes and back stabbings .
Everyone was everyone's enemy and I the innocent bystander.
Overwhelming hypocrisy then made everyone friends again and i became public enemy number one.
Ungrateful shitpots...
I treated them better than i did my own family...
I made all of them my number one priority and at the stumbling point of my social circle, i became a social stigma.
I fell off cloud nine and landed on thorny bushes....
only to realise that with each passing day more pricks were piercing through my skin.
For no apparent reason whatsoever they all despised me...
Continuously and faithfully they find in every worm hole more more reasons to condemn my very existance...
and i am the fool that often allows the hurt to reach my heart..
Because there is where i placed these people, thinking they were my friends.
Little did i know that they exploited me for their own sick pleasure and they are happily reaping the harvest from their commendable hypocrisy.
Their harvest is my misery and what sad excuse for a human they are to take joy from my pain...
Aman, the worst of the lot.
At some point, everyone disliked her and then she made her way up by putting everyone else down. The only thing i did was to reveal her baseless taunting and for that one reason alone...she hates me.....
Sad excuse of a so called religious muslim . She condemned other people's lifestyle and said it was all due to lack of fear of God and she is happily bad mouthing and spreading terrible lies about me and has yet to ever confront me..
The coward...
Damn Kampung mentality....
Avoids confrontation , prefers talking behind my back...
Haziqah, Mimie and Yang.., the three cowardly followers..
Innocently faced but deadly venomous...
Friends for benefits only...
Also preachers without practice...
A sad pathetic lot that insults each other when the other is away...
I feel sorry for them because they will never really know the meaning of true friendship...
Ad
The one with the ability to do the most damage to me...
Thankfully she has not used her ability to the maximum as of yet...
She was the closest to my heart.
Not once did i ever deny her, knowing the dire consequences...
She was my greatest care and therefore my biggest dissapointment.
I thought, hoped and prayed that she of all of them realised who her friends were of at least appreciated true friendship. I sacrificed everything for her and almost lost everything. I was brave enough to fight for my 'friends' but she to this very day is too afraid to be seen with me because of the evil eyes in my classroom.
She fears losing them.
The same people that condemned her lifesyle and brought her to tears...
She chose them over me, the one that braved all odds to defend her...
