Its been awhile since i had the time not to mention the proper internet connection to bother to write on this blog...
Picking up where i last left off... i was sent away for a week.. and i came bck...
It was miserable but bareable...
right now i'm actually having my mid year....
but i just thought i'd release stress by writing on my blog...
This post is like long overdue anyways....
I'm kinda like in a lotta crossroads in my life right now...
so many decisions to make... too many hearts to break.. its becoming increasingly frustrating...
i'm not ready to be serious and i just dont understand why my friends are hell bent on
making me commit in to serious affairs...
like lay off people.. isnt that like suppose to be my choice to make..
shouldn't i be the one who decides when i am ready for anything...
i am struggling with numerous respondsibilities and obligations and wrestling with my own messed up feelings... anyone who gets involved with me is surely in for an emotional tornado...
good luck suckers... don't say i never warned ya..
and to those that have managed to put up with all my idiocracies....
Thanks for hanging on.. i love you guys alot...