I'm not going i tell you
U cant fucking FORCE ME!!
I said I'm not going!!
There's no way You can force me..
U want to bring out the worst in me!
well, congratulations!!
Fuck U!! Mothers don't do this!!
I'm not going!!
i didn't do anything!!
Why must i go ??!!
Sacrifice my holidays for SHIT!
My sister is SHIT!!
She doesn't give a damn about me!
all she cares about is My Mother and Herself!!
Fucking Nonsense..
what could i have done to be so unfortunate ?
Why does SHIT like this always happen to me!!
For most family is everything..
For me Family is a waste of time!!!
after all the things i do for them..
they still treat me like this!!!
FUCK!!
I hate This feeling~~
I hate being so spiteful..
I'm so fed up with this family!!
i can't even call them family because i don't think family
is suppose to make you feel like shit!!
FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!!
my sister is a kiss ass n my mum an angry whore..
my life is really messed up..
I am NOT going to sacrifice my holidays
I am NOT going to my grandmother's HOUSE!!
No FUCKING way!!

U can pack my bags but if you do..
U will never see me again!!!

i hate this so much!!
I'm not gonna let them spoil my HOLIDAYS!!!
FuCK NO!!!
Never!!
Leave Me The fuck alone..
please..
I'm hurting so much..
please.. stop..
i can't take much more of this..
my heart is an open wound..
i can't stop it from bleeding..
but please stop hurting me..
please
stop
please..

*Confessions of a depressed soul*